2013

Wow, I don't even know where to begin..this was the best year of my life (so far) and I am so grateful for it.
I learned so much, I won't go into details of what exactly I learned but I will say this, the most important thing that happened was the inner transformation.

You know how we all say we want to change the world or we women want to change ("improve" is the term we use) men and everything around us?..well, I gotta say that in order for that to happen, we need to change first and I did and then saw miracles happen all around me, everywhere..

You need to love yourself, feel complete, whole, accept yourself for who you are and who you are not and when you're so filled with love that you're spilling over, then you're able to share from the heart and have an immense joy when you can see other people happy just by giving from your already full up tank, because giving is receiving and only by giving you will receive whatever you need and want multiplied.

I want to thank to all the people that have hurt me in one way or another and brought up the pain that was there for a long time and released it and sent me free.
It's not your fault, it never is, suffering has to do with us, only us and no one else, people that come into our lives and do that, serve a higher purpose and when you learn that, well.. you can find peace and a sense of curiosity of what the next person has to teach me or break me free from?

This past year I've met the Devil and God as well. As I've said before the Devil is quite nice, always giving me a candy and wishing me to return and I do because it's good and I feel better and fresh afterwards with new lessons learned.

Now, on a serious note, I truly believe the suffering is a blessing and the best thing that can happen in someone's life, because only when you hit rock bottom you can go up and find enlightement which I did by meeting God and it's amazing and no, God is not a person up in the sky, is this energy that surrounds us and is in every person on this planet as we are spiritual beings living in a human body and not the other way round.

Now, a small advice to find happiness on a daily basis: just be grateful for whatever you already have in your life, you may say you don't have that many to be grateful for, but I guarantee there is always something.

Hope this year was as good for you as it was for me and see you in the next one which will be even better :)

Wealthy Men Give Women More Orgasms

“In 2008, evolutionary psychologist Dr. Thomas Pollett from Newcastle University and coresearcher Professor Daniel Nettle conducted research that found that the pleasure women get from making love is directly linked to the size of their partner’s bank balance and resources. They found that the wealthier a man is, the more frequently his partner has orgasms."

I just had to write about this, I can't help it.

At the moment I am reading this book about the differences between men and women (it's an interesting one so far).

I totally disagree with the above mentioned quote. It's true that we women need and seek a man with resources to protect us and our future babies (it's about stability and security, everyone gets that, it's an evolutionary thing), but I believe that has nothing to do with sex and the pleasure we get out of it.

Why? Because my personal experience says it takes something else for us women to truly open up to a man and feel him with all our being as we should, not the freaking money..it's all about respect, lovely caring, passion, trust and a gentle approach.

And usually good guys in bed are those who truly want to be good and have a desire to know how a woman's body works, not the ones who love to talk about sex and how wonderful they are, just like a car salesman, trying to prove something or to convince you to get him (it's the modesty that makes more, not being cocky) and this applies to women as well, I'm not gonna spare you ladies at all.

The conclusion is: if money makes you orgasm, then why don't you try insert a note inside and see if it makes you come??

God, it feels so good to be back! ;)

Blow

After 4 years, 2 series of attempts to write something interesting and almost one year break, I've come back with my 3rd chance, with a fresh mind and a great deal of learning experiences.
I know my 1st step was a childish, ironic approach, thinking I was writing for the like minded people, the second one was a bit more down to earth but still not enough..though I had quite a few followers.
I didn't delete all my posts because I was ashamed of some sort, but because there is a new me, I am grateful for all that happened, it got me to where I am today but they don't represent me anymore.
So, I woke up this morning with a hunger for writing and this movie "Blow" is the first one in such a long time to make me want to write about it.
It's a very beautiful story (based on real facts) about an ambitious guy that at a young age he decided to make a nice lifestyle for himself, different than the one he had with his parents, so he goes into what we would call crazy and dangerous (at least back in the '70s), so he becomes a drug dealer and later a cocaine smuggler, a very good one but a foolish one I would say, because he missed what was important and his hunger for getting even more and heading into his dream lifestyle cost him everything in the end (family, money, love, freedom).
Johnny Depp is just amazing as he usually is, I couldn't aks for a better performance and Penelope Cruz, well..I have to say that after seing "Vicky Cristina Barcelona" I didn't think she was capable of such an interesting performance, quite similar to the latest movie, though you can see she was young and fragile in her acting, but still good and impressive, considering this was done in 2001.
A good film, nice biography, nice acting and good directing, not even one second made me want to change the channel, so I recommend it to all of you that want to see something good, if you haven't seen it so far.